worst feelings I

another one of the worst feelings in the world is helplessness. (but only) when you cant help the people you love with their hardship. it feels like it's eating away at you, you wreck your brains for ideas on how to help, how to make things better, but you come up with nothing. or if you do come up with something, it probably isn't good enough. and when you know disaster will happen, but there's nothing you can do to stop it but stand at the sidelines and watch as it happens. :'( all the pain you feel (or thought you felt) pales in comparison when you think of the pain your loved one is going through.