my friend disappeared

i think this is karma for cursing other people.

!!!

i want you to lose her. i want you to know how much it hurts to lose a friend. i want you to know bestfriends can never be replaced and you'll be bestfriendless for the rest of your life. i m a saddist. but its the people around me who mold me into who i m today. u deserve all the shit happening in your life. and even after all this, maybe, i think, i still care about you. if not i wouldnt be here posting to/about you.

thicker than water

this deserves a post on its own. i am beyond excited for ma bra noor seriously. im so stoked its as if, im the one scooting haha! you've had a rough one recently bro, i hope this gets your mind off (yknw what/who). YOU'LL DO GREAT I JUST KNOW IT.

love, your little minmin who 'finally fell for a chinese guy'' 

SEERI ^^ HAHAHAHAHAHAHA (i just had to)

escape to my dreams

                                           

see, i dont think anyone reads this space. i think i like a guy. not in a healthy way though, i m sure. occassionally, i miss him. most times, i think of him. but i think he hates me, or at least i think he does. but i hope he likes me back. or too. i can dream, right? i am a girl, afterall. 

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tonight, i will let all thoughts flow to me. i will not stop any thought even if all that comes to me tonight is my secret liker. i hope not though. 

love and light

dream sweet dreams  

:) 

HW 2 S4V3 A LYF3

Between the lines of fear and blame,
You begin to wonder why you came.
Oh where did I go wrong...