urg

so pissed off lol just randomly chanced upon an online shop WITH THE SAME EXACT DESIGN AS A ZARA SWEATER I BOUGHT like alot of blogshops 'copy' 'get inspiration' (LMFAO) from zara but they change some details here and there but this shit blogshop just took it and made it EXACTLY THE SAME urg. like yknw some they try to make 'leather' when really its pvc lmfao and one look and you know its raincoat material hhahahahaha sigh why dont they just copy topshops design or do they already i wouldnt know ah nvm

to the few of you

lol idky people still come here even tho i havent posted anything in a long while. but thanks anw its like people i dont know care about me lol so anw i've moved to a new platform haha i was bored and ok ya wtv here is is: www.dayre.me/whmcuteright  

The best bf

The best bf is one who buys every flavor when his gf got a cupcake craving. Also buys liang teh and other food she loves when she only asked for otah 

Nothing was the same 

Kak Siti

Occasionally I think of my old maid and wonder how she's doing back home. Last time we communicated she had set up her own bakery but that was 2 years ago? I think something happened at her village or what cause i couldnt call her phone anymore and then i lost her contact and then I guess she lost ours too so now we are estranged HAHAHAHAHA She worked with my family for 7 years? Idk I can't rmb but I miss her from time to time. She's the best maid in the world. When my phone got confiscated she lent me her phone AND she paid for the prepaid card ok. She helped me wash my panty hahahahaha bc I was and still am a lazy mofo hahaha cb lol. She makes the best tempeh (?) ok Sigh I miss my kak Siti 

Motivation

Sept has been.....rough. Financially. LOL being broke is no joke + I did not buy anything this month. This feeling sucks, not being able to just go out and eat wtv the hell I want just bc IM BROKE LIKE WTF. I'm a princess man. Leroy and I have been keeping track of our expenditures like god save me we don't ever do that. Ok I know we don't have to eat good food all the time and of course we don't but omg this past month the only place we dined at that costs abit more wasssssss sushi tei. URG. And poulet?? Ok normally places like poulet wouldn't even be in our "costs more than usual" place but BC WE ARE SO DAMN BROKE IT IS WTF URGGGGG I will work damn hard next time so I don't ever have to experience this stupid feeling ever again urg night 

i feel fat i think i am fat i'm pretty sure i've gained weight meh internship sucks duh and its the cause of my weight gain bc i have to keep snacking to stay awake.  i legit had this ytd: 2 slices of wholemeal bread for breakfast, a plate of chicken rice for lunch, two mexico coffee bread (omg damn good finally tried them!!!) and then another 1.5 portion of chicken rice for dinner like i am fat now man *sob* time passes damn bloody slowly after lunch. and then at 2 my eyes.......lids they start drooping. at 3 i struggle to keep them open and lemme just say the struggle is real i have to get up to jump or start munching (i got a box of kokokrunch n honeystars for just trying to stay awake) at 4 im like god please and i just nap for like 5 mins and then from 405 to 5 im just like. GOD SAVE ME I HATE THIS MY LIFE SUCKS I MISS MY BOYFRIEND I MISS HOLIDAY WHY WHY WHY at 530 i start packing up and at 545 (bc i really cannot take it anymore) i have to psycho the other interns to leave. stupid life.