i feel fat i think i am fat i'm pretty sure i've gained weight meh internship sucks duh and its the cause of my weight gain bc i have to keep snacking to stay awake.  i legit had this ytd: 2 slices of wholemeal bread for breakfast, a plate of chicken rice for lunch, two mexico coffee bread (omg damn good finally tried them!!!) and then another 1.5 portion of chicken rice for dinner like i am fat now man *sob* time passes damn bloody slowly after lunch. and then at 2 my eyes.......lids they start drooping. at 3 i struggle to keep them open and lemme just say the struggle is real i have to get up to jump or start munching (i got a box of kokokrunch n honeystars for just trying to stay awake) at 4 im like god please and i just nap for like 5 mins and then from 405 to 5 im just like. GOD SAVE ME I HATE THIS MY LIFE SUCKS I MISS MY BOYFRIEND I MISS HOLIDAY WHY WHY WHY at 530 i start packing up and at 545 (bc i really cannot take it anymore) i have to psycho the other interns to leave. stupid life.