that one second

that one second where i just want to give up because it really is too much and then i remember this is the love i want, this is the love we both want, this is the guy i love and you don't give up on the people you love, especially the love of your life. so then i focus on his "it will always be you" confession to me through this difficult time, level up and then try again to bring my beautiful albeit idiotic patience-trying golden boy back.