pissed off with myself

i cannot stand how much i 'care' about this person i dont even know and dont even care about. that doesnt make sense. let me rephrase that shit. i cannot stand how much the presence of this person affects me ahhhh perfect lol. i could just delete my first sentence but nah im too lazy for that. its like, i dont even know said person and i dont even want to know said person and i dont care if said person dies later, actually i will jump for joy oh my hahaha so mean but ok ya you get the drift?! someone so irrelevant comes along and makes such an impact urg gross. so disgusted and pissed off and disappointed with myself for letting shit like this happen. IRRELEVANT PEOPLE SHOULD JUST STAY IRRELEVANT. this is jealousy speaking. over.