11:42pm
if anything, don't think, just feel. i've been thinking for the past hour and now my emotions are all over the place i can't place it right and i don't know how i feel about the way things are now and my feeings. i'm telling myself to 'just feel it let your emotions consume you min just feel them all' but my brains god they are not cooperating haha i am questioning myself my love his change etc etc but enough of all my love story for now I AM SO EXCITED FOR AUG!!!!!  firstly, i might be going for a race (well not technically it's just a night where all the fast cars come out to play) but i'm still in the midst of getting permission from my parents just cause it'll be way past midnight and it's dangerous bc "the cars are going at 120-160km/h anything can happen" haha i get where they are coming from but I'M A SPEED JUNKIE HAHA and i'll be very safe cause i won't be sitting in a japanese car (no offence haha) PLUS let me just quote "all the supercars are coming out that night all the ferraris and lamborghinis" oh my god nigga is so excited nigga can't even sit still while typing this everyone please pray for me that my parents will let me go please please please gan xie. secondly, well it's birthday month and things have already hit rock bottom, they can only go up right?! :) thirdly, I JUST WANT TO GO FOR THAT SUPERCARS NIGHT AND A RACE LA GOD HAHAHA

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In life, you will realize there is a role for everyone you meet. Some will test you, some will use you, some will love you, and some will teach you. But the ones who are truly important are the ones who bring out the best in you. They are the rare and amazing people who remind you why it's worth it.

-unknown