faltering faith

i have never wanted to be proven right so much until now please please whoever please i just want to be right this time. i need to be. i have never felt more betrayed in my life. this feeling of wanting to hate someone so bad i have never hated anyone i just have no time for hate i just dont bother but this time this once i really want to hate. this is killing me.

i was randomly looking through the phone and i saw this note titled resolutions. guess what was #1. haha the irony. the thing about resolutions........nobody really keeps to them no? but 2012's resolution went through, so was it too much to ask for another year?

8:29pm
i have never felt so much anger in my heart i am so so so so so fucking angry i need to hit something i need to hit someone now should be perfect timing i pick up boxing