i told habibah that i feel connected when i see him online on whatsapp and she said but what if hes online bc hes messaging the other girl and i said he might be but in that instance i know hes looking down on his phone probably sitting on the bed after one happy proud round of dota and we're both doing the same thing all i need to do is reach out into the phone to the other side and i can caress him n feel him again i m a nut case lol