He won't go

Some say i'll be better without you
But they don't know you like i do,
or at least the sides i thought i knew.

I can't bear this time
It drags on as i lose my mind
Reminded by things i find,
like notes and clothes you left behind.

Wake me up, wake me up when all is done.
I won't rise until this battle's won,
my dignity become undone.

But i won't go,
i can't do this on my own.
If this ain't love, then what is?
Im willing to take the risk.

I won't go
I can't do it all alone.
If this ain't love, then what is?
Im willing to take the risk.

So petrified, i'm so scared to step into this ride.
What is i lose my heart and fail declined?
I won't forgive me if i give up trying.

I heard his voice today,
i didn't know a single word he said.
Not one resemblance to the man i met,
just a vacant, broken boy instead.

But i won't go,

i can't do this on my own.

If this ain't love, then what is?

Im willing to take the risk.

I won't go

I can't do it all alone.

If this ain't love, then what is?

Im willing to take the risk.

(this verse isnt my situation)

will he still love me even when he's free?

or will he go back to the place

where he would choose the poison over me?

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Under the sheet of love,
she tastes his lips.
He, her soul.

lost love and found?

I am aware this space lacks pictures but i am in no mood to look for pretty pictures/ pictures that depict how i feel.
I know i'm suppose to let all this emotions flow through me but i'm not permitting it. It just makes sense not to. I loved you with all of me. You broke me time and again. It makes sense you prove this love now. You crave love. So love first.

i m so messed up.

you're gonna catch a cold from that ice inside your soul.

)':

no, you're not mistaken. but come here first. you know me, i got ego. and i put it down so many times for you, just come here first please.

ok u r still worth it because i just teared. SIGH. YOU KNOW U R THE ONLY FRIEND I CRY FOR/BECAUSE OF SO MANY TIMES YOU DESERVE TO DIE. hahahaha what a badass whm.

i think i still care

seriously what is stopping me. or you, for that matter. so i thought of it from your point of view, pretty hard considering how much of a pessimist you are. so either 1) you think i hate you which isnt your fault since i make it seem that way or 2) you feel i m not worth it anymore or 3) you've accepted it and moved on, which also isnt your fault since i was the one who called it quits.
ok so 2 & 3 are not too favorable for me. but we've known each other for 10 years, 10 years or ok 7 years of memory isnt that hard to forget right? or maybe im just too sentimental. really, i shouldnt even give two fucks about you. but sigh (insert title)