of lovers friends and in betweens

& le n mx n noor n sham n yvonne n coretta n joel n more n even more n even more but i just dont have pictures of them this is sad im going around one week with a camera and im going to take pictures of everyone i love and care about because pictures last forever and one day if i have dementia at least i can sit on my cane chair by the balcony and reminisce (not like i can remember anyone if i rlly have dementia) but at least......at least. 

(alot of batam pictures sch sux explains) lol im looking at the pic of fe and i hahahahahahaha oh my god hahahahahahaha 

2011

new years eve and i am blogging for really just basically myself anything that goes into the internet will be forever on the internet so duh nothing too personal like i lost my virginity this year obvi not just giving an example this year has been a great year despite breaking up with someone i loved for 4/3 year and starting school at np and just reading an email that i failed one test which was so expected since i only filled up my name and went to the toilet and asked for answers lol this year has been great goodnight :>

TEEHEE

just got these two darlings with another long one but i cant find it online oh well.

BEHIND EVERY ROAR IS A, TEEHEE. 

HAHAHAHAHA

i love you doesn't work on me

most, if not all girls i know, feel instantly better when the guy says i love you bla but i just get even more upset. sometimes i wonder why i'm not like them, not that i want to be just like everyone else but i guess they don't stay sad for long because all boys seem to only know to say 'i love you' when they sense something wrong. idky boys think thats the life-saver line. or is it? ah wtv irrelevant.

this level of boredom is unhealthy

i am so bored beyond bored. browsing through tumblr pretty faces and i realize my blog has to be the most boring blog ever it has no pictures just mindless words words in a sentence that don't make sense run and yes i don't like punctuation if you've noticed. so anyway i see the olsen twins all over tumblr i love them practically grew up with them read all their books haha and watched their sitcom LOL oh just something about being a twin love watching other twins lol 

anyway i love toms. i mean not the design i still am, and always will be, against that idk sampan look alike shoes unfit for yours truly's sole. the brand is so full of love check this out 

i would buy 10 pairs of toms just so 10 kids can benefit from it ahhh the joy of giving. which reminds me CHRISTMAS IS COMING AND I CANNOT BE MORE EXCITED. THIS YEAR WILL BE GR8 ^^

t.o.r.n

See,what if the two things you want most, contradicts each other.
Start listing the pros and cons.
And then if you really can't come up with a choice, ignore the whole situation and curl up into a ball make the heartache go away and sleep.

times have changed and so have i.

If you're gonna keep this up, you better be doing this smart. Because this try-to-make-her-jealous move you're trying, i think its backfiring on you. And yes as much as i hate to admit this, i guess i really have changed. So im sorry. to you. and a little to myself too.